You don't need to try, it's already about you.

Just had the performance. I fucked up. But people said it was good. Now, all I wanna do is bawl. I don't like this response at all. Just how long more before everything lets up, gives way. I don't have a clue why I have to kill, but I want to. I wanna demolish this shithole, and have everybody know I'm the one who did it. Fuck you bastards. I'm gonna castrate all of you. Scout's honour.